Dear Slim I wrote but you still ain't callinI left my cell my pager and my home phone at the bottomI sent two letters back in autumn you must not-a got 'emThere probably was a problem at the post office or somethinSometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'embut anyways fuck it what's been up Man how's your daughterMy girlfriend's pregnant too I'm bout to be a fatherIf I have a daughter guess what I'ma call herI'ma name her BonnieI read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorryI had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want himI know you probably hear this everyday but I'm your biggest fanI even got the underground shit that you did with SkamI got a room full of your posters and your pictures manI like the shit you did with Rawkus too that shit was fatAnyways I hope you get this man hit me backjust to chat truly yours your biggest fanThis is Stan,Dear Slim you still ain't called or wrote I hope you have a chanceI ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fansIf you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concertyou didn't have to but you coulda signed an autograph for MatthewThat's my little brother man he's only six years oldWe waited in the blistering cold for youfour hours and you just said NoThat's pretty shitty man - you're like his fuckin idolHe wants to be just like you man he likes you more than I doI ain't that mad though I just don't like bein lied toRemember when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write youyou would write back - see I'm just like you in a wayI never knew my father neitherhe used to always cheat on my mom and beat herI can relate to what you're saying in your songsso when I have a shitty day I drift away and put 'em oncause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressedI even got a tattoo of your name across the chestSometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleedsIt's like adrenaline the pain is such a sudden rush for meSee everything you say is real and I respect you cause you tell itMy girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7But she don't know you like I know you Slim no one doesShe don't know what it was like for people like us growin upYou gotta call me man I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever loseSincerely yours Stan -- P SWe should be together too